a little summary about this whole alcoholic-yet-another melancholic romance..

probably the best is to stay calm;
but the thing is that my intuition thing doesn't quite fit me nowadays..

'the self' says drink..

'the shadow' says keep it big..

'the self' answers:

- use shadows; use them on your own will..

so, that shall be what i would deal with for a while;
though the art may rise again....